Scary
I've officially decided that growing up is scary. After my other post and me ranting about wanting to do it so badly I feel a little silly saying that now I'm scared of it. Don't get me wrong, I'm still really excited about the prospect of growing up and becoming more of an adult, but it's a little daunting at times. Since my last post a lot of things have happened, including probably getting a new job where I'll be working full time, and agreeing to move in with my cousin Heather. I'm really excited about both because number one, living with Heather should be really fun and I will have my own apartment!!!! And two the job will bring me a lot more money and I'll be learning something new. So yeah all in all I think my life is getting more interesting and much more grown up. I just can't help being a little scared to "leave the nest", and part of me doesn't think that I'm totally ready yet. It's good to know that my parents will be living about ten minutes away and will be there whenever I need them. Plus God is always here when I'm scared to help. I guess when I said new beginnings seems to be the theme for 2005 I wasn't kidding!!